Mr_Canada Mr_Canada:
This may be heartless, but I find it hilarious when people *fail* to kill themselves.
Because it's INTENSELY easy.
If you fail at suicide, it's one more thing you're useless at in this world.
You actually were seeming to achieve a level of maturity over the last bit - providing some lucid and interesting comments.
This wasn't one of them.
This comment served to remind me me that your are, in essence, a child trying to participte in an adult world, and you have a ways to go yet.